Ah, New years and women. Here's how it went down for me.
Well, the G'f and I, new years is our holiday. it's always been. It' s kinda like the one time in a year when we just let everything go that's been bothering us, and we start again. I know what your thinking, you really can't do this, but for some reason it always works out for us. Not so much this time as she was working. I call her at work i get "can't talk, working. yeah, happy new years to you too, bye" and no call when she got off of work, which i have to say i found more than a little disappointing to tell you the truth.
Also as 1/2 the guys like her at work, if any of them decided to lure her into a not public area and take their new years kiss, and i find out about it, it's going to go badly.
anyway so i have to say that was a little disappointing. Maybe she just came home and went to bed. I doubt it, but hey. At the party i, when we're speaking of women, i picked up a hottie, but i mean it was just for kicks, i'll never call her or anything, try and stay on the no cheating wagon *L*. but it's fun to just go up to the hottest girl at a party, talk to her a bit, and walk away with her number. somehow it's very satisfying. Even the gay guy at the party was hitting on me, and while i don't swing that way i found it to be very flattering.
Frankly, it's just nice when your g'f gives you lots of bull and you can just go out and pick up another woman who's attractive on a whim, just too boost the ego and prove to yourself that (and this is the sad part) you don't HAVE to take it, There are lots of fish in the sea and you do have a net, but you're taking it because you WANT to take it.
While it's sad, it's also kind of sweet i think, in it's way. Kind or reminds me of Self Estem by the Offspring though, "the more you suffer, the more it shows you really care, right?" But that's a whole discussion in itself, the things you do for love, let me tell ya.