Hey Dread, I'm so sorry to hear your news. I lost my Step Dad last year which was awful, but it probably pales in comparison to losing your mother. My thoughts are with you and your family.
If you need to chat or vent or anything, please feel free to vent here, or DM if you'd prefer. Hopefully, in our own, small way, we can help take your mind off things and make your world a little less gloomy.