May you feel so bad for forcing another person into suicide with a simple curse that you write a suicide note and also attempt suicide by jumping off a remote cliff with a rope around your neck. You jump, get caught in the rope (not dying) and hang there for several days before cutting the rope with your toe-nails. When you get home (again not dying) your family has read your note, thinks your some sick prankster/imposter and proceeds to beat you to death with house-hold appliances.