Look, you never will. Prove me wrong, and i will take back everything i have said, but lets face it, you and I know you will never amount to anything. You are being unrealistic and you should realise this. Not only are you deluding yourself, you are acting as though you have already reached what you aspire to be. Millions of people dream to aspire to be figures of great importance.
Very Few ever succeed. Why should you? What have you done so far? What do you plan to do?
And yes, i would much rather be forgotten. I Dont want to have people Piss, or beslubbering worship a statue of mine, i dont want people constantly trying to steal my decomposing body, i want beslubbering peace.